The "hits" keep coming

but in a good way. Today at bible study we had a guest speaker. She is apparently somewhat well known and has a reality TV show on Lifetime but I have never watched it. Anyways.... I'm getting the CD b.c throughout her study she kept calling me out and saying, "You are a fighter. You are passionate. I want you to be on my team. We need more fighters like you." She said, "You are tired" and I dont remember what else but at the end she said I was, "scrappy" Again, this lady has no idea who I am, what I'm doing and I've never seen her before.

It would be dumb of me to not think that over these last two studies that God was not trying to tell me that He sees me and that he knows I'm tired but to keep going. I have been a boo hoo out loud sobbing mess at the past two bible studies.

"He Knows My Name"

Spent today in a conversation
In the mirror face to face with
somebody less than perfect
I wouldn't choose me first if
I was looking for a champion
In fact I'd understand if
You picked everyone before me
But that's just not my story
True to who You are
You saw my heart
and made
Something out of nothing

[Chorus:]
I don't need my name in lights
I'm famous in my Father's eyes
Make no mistake
He knows my name
I'm not living for applause
I'm already so adored
It's all His stage
He knows my name oh, oh,
He knows my name oh, oh

I'm not meant to just stay quiet
I'm meant to be a lion
I'll roar beyond a song
With every moment that I've got
True to who You are
You saw my heart
and made
Something out of nothing

[Chorus]

He calls me chosen, free forgiven, wanted, child of the King,
His forever, held in treasure...
I am loved

I don't need my name in lights...
I'm famous in my Father's eyes...

As I was driving today I had to just take a minute and say thank you to God for seeing me. He sees me. Wow.